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POSTED ON Oct 11, 2018 12:47:50 GMT
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"there is nothing you can do?"

leons voice is strong, unwavering. but inside his heart clenches. a dozen different methods. specialists. medications. herbalists. spiritualists. a dozen cries for help. a dozen deafening silences.

a shake of the head. old, kind, but she sees the pain in his eyes. her own become misty as she closes the door. leon steps away and find himself looking at the stump of his right arm.

"again."

practiced. precise. the image of an arm comes to place as if it never truly left. as if it wasn't taken from him. he concentrates, face and entire body quivering to feel, to move, to react— nothing. always nothing.

"that's enough."

before his very eyes it crumbles to a smoke filled haze. pain fills him again. a pain that shouldn't exist. a pain that doesn't go away. he vaguely sees the dark-type at his side. it watches with unblinking eyes. he was no stranger to this.

sweat beads his forehead. a shiver runs down his spine. his other arm— his only arm— shakes slightly. it's time. a never-ending craving. a solution he doesn't want, but needs.

reaching into his pocket he takes half a dozen pills. it's enough.

for now.

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POSTED ON Oct 12, 2018 7:50:12 GMT
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Here is the endlessly mute placidity of nature, indifferent to the quaint town at the edge of Hoenn's highlands broken by air-swept ledges and outcrops of rock that grow steeper, till they begin to fall sheer.

Four nights, three days. She arrives fatigued and faded - the impression of veins and a pulse strong enough to be an illusion. Her movements are slower too as if she's underwater, honeyed by what she calls a near miss, job gone wrong.

The houses are old, crowded close save one that stands apart from the village and nearer than any other house to the edge of the route that shows through the soil til a mile or so east of the tunnel. Sleep is a thief so she finds herself in town on the seventh afternoon.

These highlands are a natural extension of the inner silence of the mind. Yellowing pages and the spine of an old book crack apart and calls her attention in the far distance. He could be a trick of the light for all she knows until she stares back up at him from the grass.

"...Sorry."

Birds break from the trees and take to the back of the wind, but before them and above them, very high over a drift of cloud a lone ridge of the mountain glimmers red.




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POSTED ON Oct 12, 2018 8:24:39 GMT
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it's not immediate, the pain relief. it takes a few minutes. the veins in his arms bulge as it begins to crescendo. a symphony of a thousand needles digging into the stump. and the subsequent silence of none.

his breathing is heavy and labored. it's like this every time. he was used to it, by now. long ago accustomed to the sweat that lingered on his lower back, arms and his legs. something no one should ever get used to. a situation no one would want.

leon stands tall again. mind a cloud of ecstasy. numbed of the consistent painful ache; replaced with something far greater. sex was second to this. this pills have done their job. but at what price? the question rattled around in his head for mere seconds, before disappearing like it had never been there at all.

something bumps into him, nearly knocking him off balance. the brute of man is large, and muscular, but the change in his mental state brings about an uncertainty with his footing. luckily, he rights himself.

"sorry." he says in response, words automatic. he turns upon her, visage taking in the intruder of his personal space. not angry, or upset; simply curious.

his eyes widen.

"oh. wow." they leave his lips involuntary, their presence replaced by blushing cheeks, and a deviated stare. but the meds incite a confidence in him. empowered by the high he feels, he doesn't back down.

"uhm.. what are you reading?"




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It seems she can never find a book long enough or a cup of tea large enough to suit her. Between the turn of one page and the reach of another, the mere act of reading, the magic of turning scratches on a page into words in her mind's eye slips from easy repose into something of a precarious pastime.

All wistful thoughts of her book brusquely dismissed amid the heaps of rusty leaves of autumn's annual cascade. Fall made a fortune in these late October days when it lines the trees with more gold than any other season.

He hovers sharp like a noontime shadow - a clearcut, fair-haired bear of a man, blue eyes hold a slight and nautical sway, but even though he is broad across the chest there is something centered about him. She thinks he is strong-limbed despite the lack thereof.

While the trees let down their leaves in a hiss of brittle rain, he wears an expression of idle, distant curiosity until, like the turn of the season, the man gains the massive confidence of a continent. His sudden question disarms her, eyes narrow in an air of bewilderment all her own and silence holds sway until her voice fades in with the  trees.

"Um, what am I...reading?" Eyes sweep over him like a tide and then down for a glimpse of the book's second hand spine lost in the leaves.

"...Wheel of Time."



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